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disquietude

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pride and prejudice + “still movement”
(requested by somnus-nemuri)

(Source: weloveperioddrama, via seasons-change-to-april)

 It’s good, right?

Brilliant.

(Source: gyllenhaals, via courtneygoof)

“ I cant wait until I can roll over at 2 a.m. to find your lips instead of a text ”

angst 

a lot of fucking angst 

now picture the domino effect: 

grades 

future 

….SANITY 

“ I know now how deeply, fearfully and totally I love you, beyond all compromise, beyond all mental reservations I’ve had, even to this day. ”

—    Sylvia Plath (via dirtyberd)

(Source: viviling, via beedlebum)

It’s your flaws I want to taste.
Your brooked mouth.
The way you smell after being
out all day. Your knees, so eager
to bend
to whatever song is playing in
your head.
Your chest, as it rises and falls
and rises and falls
on the carpeted ground. Your
sometimes smooth chin.
Your pimpled politeness. Your
tangled hair.
Your good morning,
every morning.
I don’t want to be able to run
my fingers through you easily.
It is no fun writing about
perfections.

I want to talk about you.
Flawed. Crooked.
Endlessly
interesting.
You.

—    Lora Mathis, Black Coffee (via larmoyante)

(via beedlebum)

I’ve been thinking about something lately.

Imagine this:

You’re on an airplane, sleeping with your head against the window, your heart set on being home this time three hours from now. All of a sudden, something goes very wrong. The plane stops moving across the air and instead starts falling through it. The lights are flickering and the movie is skipping. The plane dips hundreds of feet in seconds, and the yellow cups fall from the ceiling. They’re a brighter shade of yellow than you remember, because unlike the demonstration, these cups have never been handled before. “Flight attendants take your seats now”, you hear, the pilot’s voice trembling over a cacophony of alert tones. You get that smell in the bridge of your nose like you’ve just been hit with a football. That’s what the fear smells like. The plane is going down.

Four more drastic drops in under a minute. People are crying. For all the folklore about how your life flashes before your eyes, you’re remarkably fixed on one vision – your parents. They’re sleeping at this very moment, in a bedroom so quiet they can hear the clock in the kitchen. And you can see them, clear as can be. You wish you could see a playground or a first kiss, but all you can see is your parents sleeping. Huh. Well, that’s that.

Several long minutes go by. Then, all at once, the lights come back on and the plane somehow rights itself. Some people cheer, but most people cry harder. The plane lands about an hour later, and as soon as you feel that touch down – hell, even when you were within 50 feet of the ground and could still technically survive a fall – you realize that however you brokered the deal between you and God worked; you’ve just been granted life in overtime.

Here’s the question: what do you change? Whom do you call that you haven’t spoken to in years? Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease? What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book? What can’t you be bothered with anymore? What’s the new you like?

Think about that, and then ask one more question. Why not just change it all right now?

—    John Mayer (via contrafuckingband)

(via john-c-mayer)

“ If they miss you, they’ll call. If they want you, they’ll say it. If they care, they’ll show it. And if not, they aren’t worth your time. ”

—    (via mcseedy)

(Source: heyjonwin, via irremediablylove)

It’s okay
except when my thoughts
come like wind.

Don’t ask me about
Mondays or Tuesdays
because I’m not
coffeed up enough.

I want to Kerouac
my way out of here

because writing
because drinking
because bad decisions

because it’s
not just men

because I’m
on the road
to nowhere

and I’ve got
my book of blues
and burning reds,

but I still can’t
get the hang of all
this madness.

—    Book of Blues, Emm Roy. (via emmisnotshortforemma)

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